Night of regrets

Do I ever cross your mind?
I think about you but I know I am not good enough
I know I will hurt you again
Now I am empty
I think I've always been empty
But my dreams once were many
I don't really long to survive
I know I've been falling down
I can feel it
These deep dark feelings have already darkened my heart a long time ago
It's always cold inside me
Days and nights are always the same without you
They are always dark
Do I ever cross your mind?
I've been wondering if I really do
If you still think about me you should stop
We have to move on
You know I am not good enough
I can't be a better person for you
I already did surrender
I am so tired
It's just another night
This is just another night of regrets
Will we be okay... someday?