Controversies

His presence lit me
The only light on my way
The cold that warmed my heart
The weakness that strengthened me
The hard that softened me
The sadness that made me happy
The cut healed
The shed blood that flowed in me
Being alone, but accompanied
We must give to everyone their time And you gave me much more than needed
What can I do when the sadness doesn't bring me happiness anymore
Being in the darkness that is no longer yours
Or when the cold just doesn't warm my heart anymore?
He was the myth that I believed
The maze I've found myself
How to face the world without his darkness Nothing else has the power to guide me
I can't feel you
I didn't hate enough to love you
In these controversies you were supposed to avoid injury when struck
I've bled with his caresses
I've cried when you left what didn't belong to you
If you are still here, run away before I know I won't hunt what I most desire to find
It is the sweetest love that doesn't make me feel good
The only stop I need to move on
And inside my mind, today, there is no one else

Breath again

I still have your number on my phone
I can't let anything about you just go away
Your picture
Your letter
Your smile
And your words
They still belong to me
I don't know where are you now
I just know that you are inside me
Your memory still warms my heart
They are all I have
And all I need
Let me breath again
'Cause I am still under water
Am I alone?
It's so quiet
Let me stay here for a while
I can think about anything I want
Just drowning in deeper thoughts
That someday we'll be together
You still cross over my mind
And soon we will cross over another time line
With forehead kisses
Like we used to do
In this real life time
I'll breath again